It took me two days to finally have accepted the fact that what happened to me was indeed not a nightmare. It was unfortunately real, which I later call as a lesson, sadly I must learned it the hard way.
What happened was a proof that you control every single thing in my life. The air I breathe, the water I drink in, the wifi signal, everything! And oh, the wind… Don’t forget you control the wind, and the rain, and apparently my window handles.
I have lost some things because you meant it to happen. And the first thing I must remember is… when you meant something to happen, it will happen no matter what. Sometimes, I, as a human, forgot that you had a better plan for me. I would just get angry and complain. How could the documents put secured inside a box got carried away by the wind? If I told people about this, they would think I used the “my dog ate my homework” excuse. And don’t start with the insurance company.
But again, I know you did this to me because you have a better plan.
I have always asked you for a life that is so interesting if it was a movie, and you did give me the Oscar winning one.
It wasn’t a sarcasm. I meant it. It’s just the way I talk.
Thank you for the lesson. I can assure you that the learning is in progress. For now I haven’t really understood the purpose of the lesson, but fear not, I eventually will.
Thank you for only taking the least important thing in my life, my belongings that could be measured by money; and keeping the most important things in my life, my future husband and my friends safe. Thank you for reminding me how lucky I am to have such supporting and comforting friends and a wonderful man who would go upside down for my sake and whose only mission in life is to make me happy.
I will never forget what happened last Sunday, the day I lost something and gain back my consciousness that I’m truly blessed, that nothing… nothing could break me, because people around me kept me strong.
I will always remember that in this life, some things that were meant to happen will happen no matter what, and that’s never my fault or anyone’s.
I will always remember that I can always find the money I’ve lost but I can never find back the time I’ve lost. I can never turn back time.
I will always remember that no matter how difficult the circumstances are, there is always a way.
There is always a way and I’m going to find it. Because I’m a believer.
You didn’t make me reconsider about marrying him. You just made me wanting to marry him more.
There’s saying about “the darkest hour is just right before dawn.” I guess you’re so kind to let us walk through our darkest time hand in hand. It was dark but at least I have the love of my life holding my hand.
With that kind of intensity, I guess it would be one hell of remarkably beautiful sun-rise.
I hope this letter doesn’t sound like complaints, because it is truly not.
It is a thank you note for trusting me that I could stand tall against the hurricane. Yes, it is a long and winding road to the dream comes true, but nothing can turn me away. I’m a believer.
I will be the most optimistic girl you will ever know. I will stand tall against all odds. After eveything we’ve been through, I believe you know me. =)
A girl who will always have faith in you no matter how hard you shake it.