Yesterday I turned 28.
I had a flashback of the last three days… My fiance gave me an early birthday card, inside he wrote that he would send me something on my phone.
It turned out to be a flight ticket for the next morning… to Bali.
I groaned, “oh… I’m so tired and I have so many wedding things I haven’t done.” I was being ungrateful, because I knew that trip for us meant an adventure.
He said, “it’s gonna be different. I promise”
And he was right! He prepared a rented car at Denpasar and we drove to Ubud and we…. did nothing. LITERALLY NOTHING. We just ate, slept drank wine and repeat. He then brought me to a spa and we had 4.5 hours spa. Holy moly, I never knew we could have so many types of indulgence and relaxation in a day! Oh wow.
It was probably the first time I was being super extra mega spoilt in a trip. I asked him why he’d done all of these for me? And he said because I needed it.
Well, he’s right. :p
Yesterday, I blew off the candles on my cake.
And to my surprise, I didn’t want anything on my birthday. I mean, yeah, I wanted to go around the world still, but at that moment, I didn’t know what to wish for myself anymore.
I had everything I need, psychologically, physically, and spiritually. I have people who loves me unconditionaly, I have food on my plate, roof over my head, happy thoughts inside my mind, so what more could I ask?
So I asked the universe…
to always bless the people I love.
I said some names, and hoped that universe would always protect them. :)
To be always happy, healthy and loved.
Because those are the most important things in life.
P.S. remember this always when you read this again, May!